Tuesday, May 15, 2012

心"皮"了

多久 沒注意到
多久 沒抒發自己的心

好久了。
久得我都忘記自己是誰 自己的心 自己的意願了

有人說  我常常在爲難自己  應該説是[不釋放自己]吧
在分手的那天 我就注定 封閉自己
不喜歡人家拆穿 看穿我
我習慣僞裝 竪起一道道的牆壁  來保護自己
我    很可怕。


這是我對自己的評語    因爲我不了解自己 不知道下一秒我的想法
所以我很可怕`

常常別人看不穿我
我還蠻自得其樂的,心想 [哈`你當然看不穿,因爲我沒打算讓你看穿]
有人說 魔羯座的人 有兩面  我承認 正是兩面 卻不是雙面人!


看到你找到自己的幸福   我該開心吧?
不必然    我不會祝福
真心的想你好 但 好難過
很早就該了斷  難得你已經把我忘了 一個人在回憶過去
就只是無謂
再見了 我的愛
再見了 那個愚昧的我。



我會找到自己。


Monday, January 2, 2012

2012

its ald 2012 ^^ happy new year !!
wat m i done for the past 2011=( i did sth i regret, maybe its continuous for my whole life.
but watever i done its passed.
we should look for the future m i right? hell yeah *
i celebrate my last day of 2011 wif my friends *LETS PARTY TONIGHT*
i didnt drunk but feel dizzy for the whole night. gosh dance flow was so high, n i was enjoy into it.
what m i doin for the last year 31 dec? FML. I M DRUNK last year.
its was so embarrassing actually after drunk but i m sad. look forward to it i wont do such a thing this year =) smile for my life.
the second day of 2012.
we went to sunway lagoon to celebrate for darling shanice birthday in advance. we had a really great day today. we scream at the scream park its really *SCREAM*. damn scarry for those ghost. i almost wanted to bit them ! F* hahaha but luckily i didnt did that.
hell yeah i play around with no regret ^^ pirate boat, flying fox, roller coaster etc.
i promise to myself wont retreat with my fear. finger hook to myself
我以为 时过境迁 不止人会变,心会变,心态更是跟着改变。
我长大了,成熟了。
我可以面对我的心,不再害怕,不再退缩。
原来没试过根本不知道痛。
2012 会有一个全新的我,不再是当年你认识的我, 希望你在那里可以过得很好。
祝福你。


Thursday, December 22, 2011

Darkness

曾经误以为没有你,
我可以过得很好
天真地以为自己可以坚强的一个人过
原来
我也不过如此罢了
却也换来了一个艰辛的成长。

一段自己也承受不了的成长
很庆幸
我长大了

不再是
当年的小妹妹。

someone told me " in the darkness, there's always a crack. It's how the light gets in."
so juz wait for the lights

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Rainie Day

Raining day, is been a week keep raining whole day.
hate rainie day, keep make me emo.
being alone doesnt afraid, the terrible part was no one care about u.
i like this shoe so much, must get one when i go C.

Super sista>< thanks for being my side for everything, thanks for believe me all the time.
ur support giv me a big encourage. i will be ur side when u need me love ya =)

my lovely twinkle, she love zuomin too =) hav a nice dating wif her. c u next time hehe^^

seaside, i really need to shout out. its been a long time of the stress, hoorayyy relax time!
thanks for taking me there, its a happy day, relaxful day, cheerful day n special day.

when u need me again ?

Monday, October 3, 2011

Jonhny english

wow !!! my holiday finally started >< yoooohooo i m so excited !!! after two weeks suffer from exam ~~ freedom like a bird now ~~~ hehe

n my first day after exam is went to portdickson ==''' u would like wow !! go beach so nice ~ but why == ''' actually went there is a visit to the place for our camp.... so is for official not for fun
but went i reach the beach i cant wait to jump inside the beach !!! so nice n the weather is so hot till cant tahan ....
but still need to do back to the main reason we went there. the bungalowt was so nice n big ghastly as well @@

n we saw a stall beside the road which sell alots of nyonya kuih. actually we wanted to ask for the road but end up we go buy the nyonya kuih== but is really cheap! per kuih juz rm0.40 when we paid we really shock for the price. n this is the first time i eat this kuih, is sth like sagu which we usually put in at dessert, but is become a kuih now !!! unbelievable !!

the next day plan to go back bro's house but cancel n went sunway ! hehe ^^ wif my lovely roomate n housemates. lolz
the whole day was eating eating n eating ~~ gosh for sure i gonna be on diet after this.
first station was J.Co donuts !!! i really like one of the donuts which recommended by shijie.

camwhore time ><
the yogurt was similar to Tutti Fruitti but i prefer J.co's. was big n delicious wif much fruit
the strawberry was hide inside tteeeheee^^

so its shopping time for garls! but in the end i didnt bought anything but a titbits to my twinkle n bibi... opps.

next station was french fries. is recommended by friends, the taste was sth like pizza. The cheezie was nice. and we can watch the view of sunway lagoon from there, is been awhile since last time i went. its really a memorable time

n i cant wait for the Jonhny English!!! i wanted to watch long time ago when i saw the trailer, but dun hav time to watch it! damn funny. the whole movie theatre was like watching mr.bean.
he was incredible awesome actress, i mean it!

our steamboat XDDD
after movie i was tired actually but still the main reason we hang out ! is the steamboat!
which located near sunway pyramid. wow, the food was not super tasty but is really crowded. we hav to line before havin it . maybe i m not feeling well tat day @@







n now i m totally enjoy-ing my holiday !
currently at Genting highlands !! i really like the weather here.
stay tune~


Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Random


病了。是好事还是坏事。
一切不一样了,
有时想想,会不会有一架时光机能够载我回去小时候。
无忧无虑,只想着吃喝玩乐。哈
但,不可能。
除非我有小叮当^^
这两个礼拜都在考试,压力。
我我我我 很想出国!
lets hear some awesome voices


萧敬腾很棒

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Screaming

也不是真的不要关心 也不是真的不曾介意
可偏我也不是真的拒绝这一切
只留下自己

也不是全都不理不听 也不是真的无从继续
可每一次我都试著坚强
都成不得已的哭泣

I’m screaming, I’m losing all of it
I’m trying to be mature someday
but ‘till now it’s still in vain

I’m bearing, I’m losing all of it
I’m trying to go on this path
but you said I haven’t get the jest


i m screaming.
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